I'm currently in that limbo stage of pregnancy. I'm far enough along to know that I'm pregnant but not far enough along for the doctors to see me.

I'm in that panicky stage where every time I feel a bit of wetness in my pants I want to rush to the bathroom to make sure it's not blood.

My friends are supportive, but also telling me about the miscarriages they have suffered in the past. To be fair, I asked about some of them, but now I'm freaking out a little bit.

Okay, a lot.

I want to buy and take pregnancy tests every day just to make sure that they stay positive. I'm not sure that that's even an indicator that the pregnancy is still fine anyway.

I probably shouldn't have told so many people that I'm pregnant until I was further along, but in general I think I'd want to tell people if I miscarried anyway.

I pray that I don't have to tell people that.